New Year's: Mourning What Could Have Been

Art by Trevor Pacelli

By Trevor Pacelli
​Happy New Year! Yes, it’s 2025. January is always the time to anticipate a new set of events up until December that could bring out a new you. But wait, there’s an elephant in the room to address. New Year’s also reminds you of the hopes you never saw come to fruition in the past year—the resolutions for the upcoming year that you know deep down will fail. Millions of people, including myself, face this sad reality every January 1st, throwing us all into an existential crisis almost every morning. Nobody of any background is safe from this disease, not even someone who’s paid six digits a year- they’ll always be haunted by the countless wrong decisions they’ve made in the past. Those haunting memories could lead to the conclusion that they put themselves into the wrong life. If this is you, then there are two films I’d like to recommend to you for a better sense of existential clarity.

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